Friday, March 16

Important Things

It’s funny how different, perspectives can be
And how they’re affected by one’s upbringing
How little they change while in university
But how foundational they are to what one believes

We’re taught all along to shoot for the moon
To set our goals high and not give up too soon
To make lots of money and start something new
But should success be defined by the big things we do?

And then there are others who go with the flow
They do nothing at all, just enjoying the show
They waste their whole life, no purpose in sight
But that can’t be success, that just can’t be right

Up until now my perspective was the first
It was the big things in life that gave me my worth
I spent all my time focused on those
Those things like degrees – successes that show

I’m starting to see that life’s more than that
There is a third way to live, a third way to act
And this way is quite different and needs some explaining
It’s not really an opposite, and it’s constantly changing
A story should serve to explain what I mean
About a little poor boy and a rich mighty king

We’ll start with the king, born in a home like yours
Taught what success was, always striving for more
He worked hard to be happy and made it his aim
Gaining lots of good friends and money and fame

He wasn’t born a king, which you might find passing strange
As kings are usually born that way, but this man made that change
See he did many big things and affected many big people
He bought the school new classrooms and the church a new steeple

Many of the people liked him more than their king
So the old one lost his throne, and of the new one would they sing
The crowds looked up to him and told their children his story
Of how hard he worked and what he did to win his glory

But the king told it different, if you asked him in person
Because he committed his life to obtain this position
And he thought all he needed to make himself happy
Was wealth, fame and power, but something was lacking

And that’s when we turn to the poor little boy
Born as an orphan with no reason for joy
He lived in the slums and on city streets
Begging for spare change, to buy a few eats

With no money, no fame, no power to be had
The poor little boy had no reason to be glad
He’d save the whole world a mouth to feed
If he dove in the river and didn’t come up to breathe

At least that’s the message, if we stay consistent
To the money, fame and power reasons for existence
But the poor little boy never went to school
Never learned of that success, that success so cruel

So he decided instead to keep on living
And take joy in the little things that he had been given
He smiled every morning as he watched the sun rise
And laughed late at night, as he danced with fireflies

He always had a smile for everyone to see
And did lots of little things to make others happy
Everybody knew him as the little orphan boy
But every time they said his name it brought a smile of joy

Now when the king died there was a great procession
Everyone was there and the High Priest gave the blessing
All his life’s achievements were written on a stone
But his epitaph ended with “he never found his home”

And when the orphan breathed his last, they laid him in a hole
And a little monk from a little abbey blessed his little soul
He had no great stone, just a small wooden board
And on it was written, “he loved others, and the Lord.”

Now the aim of this story isn’t to preach
And your praises are not the things that it seeks
It’s merely here to give some perspective
On the important things in life and how I’ve been affected

It’s the little things, like writing a letter
Or learning guitar or eating better
That have changed my perspective, and are changing my view
You see it’s that little things matter and should be pursued
So from this day and forward my life I commit
To find joy in the little things we so often forget

-by Ben Ankenmann
March 10, 2012
Hamilton

Sunday, August 30

Just Listen

You say that you're down, again.
You probably need
a small dose of hope,
And a hug and a kiss and some love.
So I say smile, my friend
You've had this all all along
Listen...

Look outside, it is beautiful
You say that it's
too dark to see
And beauty is just what you long for.
So I say that night is full
Of beauty. that you've missed all along
Listen...

My dad only turned out the lights
When it was time
to go to bed and dream,
And to think of the morning to come,
And only after a kiss goodnight.
And God, God is much the same
So Listen...

Just before God darkens the sky
He kneels down
his cheek the horizon,
And he kisses you goodnight, with love.
With light, you need not cry
But smile, and dream good dreams
and Listen...

And before he came to tuck you in
He hugged you all day
in the warmth of the sun
And He loves you more than values life,
So don't be down my friend
Let your eyes shine and
Listen.

Listen.

Listen,
and smile,
and goodnight.



-by Ben Ankenmann
March 17, 2009
Hamilton

Twice As Bright

This is not the poem I tried to write
This is not that poem at all
But the poem I wrote didn't come out right
And this came out instead.

The poem I meant to write was written to one
To one I may never have seen
But she was probably sitting out under the stars
She was surrounded by fireflies

Though that poem did not turn out
Know that I still care
I meant all I said on that crumpled page
And I'll try to say it here

I said I'd try to grow, and try to learn
And I'd remember to pray for you
And I said that tens of thousands of stars,
Would be twice as bright with you

And I said that though I don't know who you are
And though I don't know your name
I know that you would dance under the stars
And I know that you'd sing

And I can picture you with arms outstretched
Spinning in circles and looking to God
As bits of moonlight bounce off your dress
You'd smile, as you do best

And I want you to know that when I hold your hand
I'll be walking on thousands of stars
And when I watch you dance and sing
Moonlight will glimmer on your diamond ring

And I want you to know we'll sail forever, together
On this two-man ship through the waves of life
Our sails ever filled by God above
Propelling us forward in hope and in love

And holding hands together we'll watch the horizon
Looking for heaven, our final destination
And at night we'll dance and we'll sing
For God is good, and love is unending.

-by Ben Ankenmann
March 11, 2009
Hamilton

Someday

Staring out to space
staring into a screen
eyes glazed, dazed.
where have i been?

Been sitting working for hours
just staring at a screen
it'd be so nice to hold the hand
of a girl who loves me

She could tell me it's alright
and that tomorrow is Sunday
and we could go for a walk
a quick break to talk

but I guess that's a dream
I don't really want filled.

Someday, sometime
when I'm a little less selfish
and a lot more mature.
when I really know God
and really love her

That day I'll hold hands
that day I'll talk
and that day we'll go
for a lovely long walk.

but for now I'll just stare into space
Dazed. Eyes glazed.
and get back to work.

-by Ben Ankenmann
March 7, 2009
Hamilton

Sunday, February 22

I Hope: always.

I think hope and life might be synonyms.
And I think with every breath
comes a breath of grace.
I think that getting what we don't deserve
goes beyond what I've ever known.
And I think breathing is what keeps us alive,
but hope is what lets us live.

I think that prayer is the key
to the door of heaven.
And I only think through an opened door
glimmers the light of grace.
And I think that it illuminates the world;
we're seeing colours never seen.
I think that the colours of grace
have taste, touch and feel.
And I think that feeling the breath of God
would leave me breathless...with butterflies.

I think that having this key to heaven
is all that anyone needs.
And I think those who don't use their key
how poor and helpless they must be.
I think you couldn't call their lives
worth living.
And I think you could truthfully say
they are the living dead.

I think that we need to use our keys
to make up for unopened doors.
And I think that the more we open ours,
the more they might see.
I think that if only they could taste and touch
the Grace that pours out,
then only could they believe in hope and life and love.
And I think that then they might pray.
And I think that then they could hope.
And I think then they'd not only be alive,
but they could truly live.

I think hope and life might be synonyms.
And I hope...always.

-Ben Ankenmann
date: February 22, 2009
location: Hamilton